Monday, October 13, 2008

D 20's

The end of teen and the evolution of a new Conception... the 20's

It is when you start thinking that your dreams are not only yours but they have an inseparable connection with the ones you adore the most in life...
It is when you think that you feel sad because what you have is less as per your wishes... but then suddenly you feel contempt because you see others who donot have even that much..

You start noticing the smallest hidden facts in everything around you.. You think you are an Einstein of some kind because your mind is so intractable and it somehow doesnot stop thinking about every single thing it comes across..

Everything you do in life is with the strongest force.. U cry, laugh, get boisterous with all your energy levels... You feel that music defines life in some or the other way.. You try new things no matter how challenging and difficult they seem... All the things that give an adrenaline rush seem to draw your attention...

You look at your job and feel that it is nowhere to what you had imagined yourself but still you have to go for it because somewhere you have a scary feeling a new job mite want you to start all over again from the bottom...

You realize that unless you donot dream you cannot achieve what you want.... So sometime you start day-dreaming too :D .. Nothing seems impossible to you... You become a pugilist who just wants to lambaste the opponents which turn out to be you own troubles in life...

You vision becomes clear as you sweep the dust on our life's journey path... You become focussed as you want to achieve all that you desire in your life.... You realize that your future will take shape on the wheel of your efforts..

You get you heart broken, lie down on a bed and think why that happened to you... You love someone but you don't get Love in return... Every morning you get up thinking that the love of your life is with the wrong person and he/she still finds happiness but you don't.. You realise that you have become so selfless that people use you and throw you away so you decide to become selfish and live for yourself.... You realise that people who you regard as the closest to you are not really the closest one's but people whom with you have lost touch are the one's whom you really need..

You keep talking about the same thing again and again to your friendz because you are unable to take any decision...

You realize that a partner for life is always better then a thousand in the shack... you search for "THE ONE"of your life.. You decide that you will repay all the debts that you owe to your parents but you suddenly come to know that you cannot do it... So you decide to give the all the happiness and comforts that they want...

You start thinking that luxury is a necessity to enjoy the flavors of life... You want to embellsih your life with all the colors of this world.. You start making a BUCKET-List ( List of things you would like to do before you kick the bucket ).. You pen down your wierdest imaginations with a hope that the little peice of paper will become meaning of your life...

Your opinions get stronger and stronger and you realise what is right and what is wrong... you come to know that each and every moment you are being watched and judged...

You feel lonely, alone and confused... you wish that you could go back and live the past but you find that its just drifting away and what you have to live is only the present...

So all the above is a part of the 9 to 6 cycle that most of us have and after reading this we all will relate it to ourself in some or the other way...

Well we call it the 20's aka the Renaissance



2 comments:

Madhavi Fale said...

it was very touchy.

Anonymous said...

Very nice thoughts.
When I look down my teen to twenty transformation, I have to say that I agree with most of your points.

One thought -
the people who could be closest to you may not always be the one with whom you have lost touch. They could be the one nearer to you, with whom you may not have talked before. You just need to look for them.